Those few days that I hope I would.... I wish I never did.
You brought out a side of me I hope to bury for the rest of my life.
& I dont know why I was so hurt,
but it really affected me on so many bloody levels.
And I bet that you don't know,
neither do you care.
Yet, I don't hate you for it,
I hate myself for allowing it to happen.
I am so angry at myself,
and really know that I shouldn't.
But it's FUCKING HARD.