I've got Jason mraz's 'lucky' blasting in my ears right now.. Feeling really out of it today. I just want to sit in a corner with my music and think for hours. But of course I do not have the luxury of such a deed... Though I'd probably end up even more into my funk... Which obviously isn't good.

Why are people so fickle?

I swear being human is so... Frustrating & tiring. Learning about kashmir disputes in history and honestly, i find that my heart shrinks with everyday. The cold facts are truly chilling and infuriating... Yet we are rendered helpless at the end of the day.

The past is irreversable and we just got to live with our mistakes... I find that living pulls me further and futher from anything we would consider 'truth'.. Cause honestly, what the heck is 'real' justified true belief? I don't think anyone will ever find that.


I wish I had enough in me to really see 'Sally' theatre productions through... I don't think I do.

Heck. I don't even think I'll make it pass As in one piece... Not anymore.

GP now. Great... More chaos to dampen an already wet and dreary day...

xxxkim