I gotta leave for school in a couple of moments but I thought I'd just post a little something before I head off.
Last night's 'sleep' was far from peaceful, and it comes to me as not much of a shock. It's been hectic recently and I can only anticipate that it will get worse. I'm currently at a loss of what to do to be honest but even so, I know somehow, I'll find some messed up way of pulling through. Always seem to.
This time of month always pulls out an enormous mountain of "what-ifs"... these turbulent bastards seem to be able to break through my high walls of protection, having me to start all over again at square one by the 24th. It's altogether exhausting and frustrating. But, in some, sick and twisted of ways, I find slight joy in the moments after this period where I feel a little stronger, a little older. I feel that I know myself a little bit more.
This JC thing is like the ultimate roller-coaster ride.
Heck, I know it would give that awesome one at Genting a run for it's money.
:) time to head off.
I've been slightly inspired. :)
TSD Practicals and CT2s coming up.
Like Nike says:
Just do it!
xxxxkim