The whole day in general was off for everyone...and I wasn't an exception to that.
The night was busy and flustering but I'm done.

I'm finally done.

I felt nothing.

No 'butterflies', no 'gushing' moment;
I realised how I had been in love with the you from 6 months ago..
.. and not you now. The you now, may have a better body but...

I loved the old sweetheart manner and a lot of your traits that you used to possess.
Those were the things that made me love you,
that really completed me but tonight i really saw how it's gone,
and so have my affections for you. Friends, I can probably do.
 I don't mind. 

No malice in my post here yeah?
Like I once said,
The truth is never pretty.


So many things look so petty now that I think of it.
Sucks being the hormonal femal dog of the situation really. haha.
The past is the past now.
I'm looking forward, to what ever that might be ahead of me...
(even though it's pretty damn bleak.)

But seriously,
boys,
treat your girls well...
Love them with your every fibre
and shower them with the respect they deserve.
For goodness sake,
don't take them for granted!

No one deserves to be hurt.
No one.

Goodnight :)

xxxkim