I still feel flu-ish & italy is tomorrow.
Ah damn it.

Another rough weekend cause of the stupid ankle & flu. I really don't feel up for the trip at all. I just want to curl up in a corner and vegetate. Even vocal yesterday was and absolute disaster. I'm starting to realise what a crap actress I am. Bugger you Nina from The Seagulll, you stupid monologue. growl.

I'm just really fed up with my ankle. I want the pain to disappear now.
Time to go into school to sew things for dancers. mmmmm. I really am so sick and tired of everything.. no pun intended. I really can't just take one day at a time. I don't know how to rise above all of this. I don't. :( Sigh...

Emotional rollar coaster rides you put me on, but you don't even know.
Az is right, I'm totally losing it. Gah. :( Why didn't I join soccer instead of dance.
A lot of things would have been so different then...
We wouldn't have happened. I wouldn't be in such a sorry state then.

Complain, complain, complain kim.

It's no wonder people stopped reading this space.

What happens when you really want to run, but you can't?
You run anyway, and deal with the other shit later.

xxx kimmy