I can't taste my food.
Self control kim. Self control!
I don't taste and I don't really feel my appetite,
It like, don't think, just eat.
Haha, away from depressing thoughts in to even more depressing thoughts. lol. Prelims are fast approaching for tsd and so is the Italy trip and CT1s. I really do not wish to be retained. I have 3 essays due this week and 2 performances. But, thankfully Lexi baby is coming over cny :D I'm so damn happy for that. I have missed that girl WAY too much. I simply just can't wait to have her over. I've missed bignos.
Things haven't really been picking up this month, I'm just floating around, feeling ultra sensitive and vulnerable. It's a pretty disgusting feeling. I just sort of want to shut myself up in my room hidden under my covers till everything blows over. Maybe I should.
Hmmm....
Disappearing is tempting.
Hard,
but most definitely tempting.
xxx kim