Today was Sophie's 17th birthday. Happy birthday darling, I hope you had a great day. :)

Some soul searching needs to be done this year.
I'm just glad I have people like Eddie to pull me through.
It was great being to catch up with him, I really missed him.

Tonight, I cried when I heard that song.
I laughed at the silly dares.
I sighed at the sweet answers.
I was touched their comforting words.
I felt hope from the hugs.
I blushed at the crazy question.
And I felt disappointment...

All in one day.

Bloody hell, humans are crazy.
We honestly put ourselves through way too much it's scary, I mean seriously, when did living being so intense? It's almost unbearable. I have a lot to do this year. A LOT. I need to work. I need to. I want to. I need to find the meaning to everything. It's a big change this year, I can feel it happening already. I need to sort myself out, I need to settle it. But how? I'm still figuring that part out.

I'm sat here all confused, can someone come figure me out?

xxx
kim.