Hello.

Currently, at 1.25 am on the 13th Jan, I can safely say that I'm one of the few VJ kids still awake. I've decided to head in early this morning to have some alone dance time. I need to deal with what's going on in a healthier way and throwing myself into the depths of something isn't really going to work.

It was a relapse of some sort but not a BAD one... just minor.
It's been a while but hey, we're only human.

I need to start acting like I am human and accept my own mistakes and flaws. It's so easy to accept everyone round me and cheer them up with my shit yet I can't seem to even pin point my own weaknesses and garner them into personal strengths. And I do beilieve that is my first discovery.

I think they day I master that is the day I will truly learn how to love life and to enjoy it.

Ooooh. Leonard and lenlen are online :D

I was just scrolling though all the crazy really WEIRD subject day stuff.
I can just hear lenlen chanting "PON-TANG, PON-TANG, PON-TANG" in my ear...

LOL.

To be honest, I rather be having lessons in school. We actually sort of have a week off to catch up from the first month back. I'm planning to head back into school on all 4 days to have study sessions.. and to look at the fresh meat. ha. Sorry, couldn't resist. :)

Though, 4 days with vic and amelia, doesn't sound too shabby at all. <3

History beckons me.

Boys are so ditracting. Ptttfff!

xxx kim