I think I overdid the running.
I'm really sore.

But the pain helps me take my mind off everything at least.

Today was a rollarcoaster ride.
Thank you momo, for the text messages after. I really did appreciate it.
I've never felt so unstable in my life, it really feels like everything is going terribly wrong. My mind has been going into hyper-drive... even sleeping doesn't feel like rest. There's dance rehearsal after history tomorrow, means I won't have to hang around after the paper to discuss how badly it went. That's a bonus I guess.

Thursday and Friday, I pray you'll be better.
I really don't want anymore breakdowns.
I'm pathetic enough as it is.

xxxkim