Well, here's to yet another jam-packed day of things to do.
CC, Lit, History essays, Vocal prep, Scholarship thing....

I need more hours in a day. I really do..

Thankfully, I slept for 10 hours last night so it should keep me going for yet another week of lack of sleep; essays don't write themselves you know? Pish Posh, My life has been void of quality sleep recently, I wake up far too many times during the night. (5hours at least kim!) I swear I'm growing increasingly unattractive with each day. Dance schedule is pretty damn intense recently, I just really hope that I lose more weight from all the things I'm doing. It'll make things slightly easier for me if I did, one less pressure off my back, and I'll look better and it'll be easier to dance and move around. No more lump of blubber bouncing around in school.

Met was Dee and Gabe yesterday evening for the discussion for my piece. I'm really such an airhead around those two. I feel terrified to say what I want to say, especially after the episode in school that day. I'm trying to strike a balance, really, I am. It's too much change in much too short a time, I'm still trying to register it. Thankfully, I had about 2 hours to myself at Siglap Starbucks with my White Chocolate Mocha to unwind and restudy my Origins of SEA Nationalism notes again. :) I managed to cover 3 chapters. So I'm quite happy.

Anyway, dance is painful, random bruises have emerged on different spots of my body. I actually kind of like the feel... almost like healthy abuse! ha. Sorry, couldn't resist saying that. My right baby toe and the area around it keeps on cramping, it's so annoying. It's only been 2+ weeks into 2010 and I'm most definitely feeling the stress from everything that's expected of me as a student and a member of my various commitments. I really want to give it all my 120%.

On a side note, I need to do more back and core exercises everyday for at least 20 min before bed. I think I shall set a permanent reminder on my phone. I'm far too weak to deal with what I'm supposed to be dealing with till May. :)

Mmmm Ed, was thinking a lot about what you said, and to be honest, I don't really agree. I think you flatter her too much. She's not filled with love, or all those positive things. And she most definitely does not bring out the love in people. She bring sorrow, and worry. It's not true. She really is nothing at the end of the day. Someone people can most definitely live without. That's why she's retracting, everything. Hope you will understand. <3


Ha, Rasy babe. I think lofting jokes will never grow old.
Here's 3 cheers for a crazy week back into school.
I love you all my friends,

Thank you for seeing me through this treacherous week.

xxxkim