I over ate lamb at dinner and I'm feeling really sick right now.

Not a good night. Cramps are a right female dog. A lack of an A.C ,makes my room unbearably, sweltering hot. On a high note though, I caught up with goodacre and her gorgeous new boy, stokoe and crick today, miss them terribly. There's been too long since we've had a good chat. So here I am curled up in pain, nibbling on a Harrods Apple Crumble cookie. It's the only redeeming point of tonight. I'll be sleeping in my sister's room tomorrow.

I've got a couple of things to sort by the next week, firstly, (thankfully.) I've got dance auditions for the Italy trips which I am actually nervous about. SYF meeting at 9 on tuesday. A lot of Exco stuff to handle. The Noh showcase on the 8th. Studying for both my R papers, finding a day to slot in Laura for my CC and Mono plus math tuition if possible. I can already feel my weeks filling up considerably. And in addition, I need to find a day to slot the boys for my dance item. I'm being stretched really thin this new year, I just hope I can cope.

I finally realised that it shouldn't matter if people choose not to read my blog or comment because at the end of the day, it is an expression of what I chose to publish to the public eye. And that fact that I have a voice, and a free space to express myself is more than enough for me. Maybe one day this voice will be come prominent enough to make more of a difference.

I'm going to need the constant reminder of what I need to do and to be super strict with myself. No snacking, no slacking. There simply isn't enough time to... I'm constantly finding new inspiration for all the different aspects in my life and this is my inspiration for the rest of this month.

Enjoy folks, I cried when I saw this one.

xxx kim