I arrived home in HIGH SPIRITS and yet here I am, at 2 bloody a.m. in the morning, dealing with the likes of the old one once again.

I can just see people going.. "Kim...." Hey, you know what? Unlike the previous times in which I've been wrong, this time, I'm not, and it's so damn unfair. GAH. I really cannot take anymore of this shit, it is way pass the point of being scared. Rather more like being just angry, and very, very fustrated. I really don't understand all of this, I'm deperately trying to. She takes joy in putting me down every night, I swear.

ANYWAY, there goes the rant... Tonight, my seniors look really REALLY amazing. I can't imagine what school's going to be like after you guys are gone. But anyway, here I am to give a couple of shoutouts to some of my seniors (sorry I can't mention everyone!) :

Serena: My dearest crazy girl, you better not forget me once you leave for Brown, you were an amazing inspiration to me. I've really missed you and I cannot stressed how good it was to see you today! <3 I already miss you.. we need to catch up! ASAP.

Deedee: My dear boy, it was a breath of fresh air talking to you, you always seem to make me feel better regardless how bleak each situation. I just love how beneath all that metal and hard shit, you're just a big teddy bear who I know I can always depend on. Coffee soon, you promised remember?

Thomas Lim: Mister Lim, you promised to keep in touch, and I expect you to keep to that you here? Thank you so much for all the heart-to-heart sessions we've had and just thank you so much for being a senior to count on. You really are an amazing guy, THANK YOU. I still have that postcard with your message, it really lifts my spirit. :)

Okay, the next seniors I mention are just going to be brief, really..

YEEYEE: the crazy cow who I love so much, WE DON'T HAVE A PICTURE TOGETHER.. so for that I shall post your unglam one from mass dancing. teeheee. ZAKI: Thanks a bunch for being so understanding about everything, you know, you are ALWAYS welcome back. :) SEF: Crazy da kor, always looking out for us, thank you for teaching me so much since I first joined dance. Lenlen: (pokes you) (hugs you) what more can i say dear? :)

To the new seniors I met through the Prom Queen and King thing, it was an absolute pleasure working with you guys, honestly, you're all such an amazing bunch. Truth be told, that should be said of ALL my seniors, you guys are wonderful. I love you guys and wish you all the best on the new chapter of your lives. :) Keep in touch okay, we miss you already.

Love always:)

kim.

P.S 11 days till that apple. YAY... more updates tomorrow, I can't wait up anymore.

P.P.S Kim is damn worried about him.