I've got Judy Garland's voice blasting though my earphones and it's striking me right home.

I came home and read a mail which has tried to kill my euphoria but after my theatrical & dance experiences the past weeks, nothing will stand in my way of getting this blogpost out.

I have been having the ultimate experiences with two workshops that I've been attending. Firstly, a movement class, for acting and secondly, a Flamenco workshop. Both have sparked off new feelings within me, some foreign and others, fresh.

It really has been a while since I've danced Flamenco, and it feels so empowering to be back in it. I have to admit, there are a whole lot of other things that are affecting me mentally as a person but overall, it's been extremely positive on my need to release. I find myself being awkward with the things I use to find so easy and comfortable, it just makes me want to work harder to prove to everyone that I'm no longer just that little girl. I need to find a way to ignore everything around me, and to focus on what I need to do.

I think that applies to everything in my life right now. I need to buckle down and do every I need to not just remain afloat but to have enough strength to brave the currents.

mucho love, kimmy.