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2010 is coming. omfg.
Thursday, December 31, 2009 23:08:00
Hello my darlings,

With the new year 47 minutes away, I can't help but feel the urge to blog.
I've really missed this space and no mister-i-can't-speak-malay-fazah,
i'm not making any excuses to not blog.
(plus you're just jealous that my malay is better than yours! cause "Saloma tad buat apa apa"... okay. I tried. don't you dare laugh :P)

In fact, I'm hoping to utilize this space more efficiently next year, more of an outlet to release... God knows we'll all need one. So, here I am, patiently awaiting the New Year to arrive while I make random calls to people to wish them.

It's depressing, the thought of next year terrifies me. Honestly, it does. I don't know how I'm going to survive, I just hope I will pull through in the end. Mum is right, there is no time for slacking tomorrow onwards (30 mins!) It's 11 months and I'm free to live my life: dance, sing and act as much as I wish. But I gotta work for it, there's no other way.

2009, it's been crazy for me.

Fitting back to Singapore was probably a harder change than when I moved to Shanghai and I'm glad to say, I have survived this year. So much has happened, all good. Nothing bad. I'm really thankful for my class, my exco, my family and my friends. Everything I am today happened one way or another, thanks to you. And I wouldn't have done anything differently.

So with 25 min to go,
I stand before 2010 and in my heart,
I promise myself:

I will embrace all the crap you decide to throw at me because even if you break me down, I know I will find a way to crawl back up and re-emerge victorious. I will. No room for ambiguity, it's time to really take a stand and trust myself. To surround myself with those I love, cause in order to find yourself, you gotta take that first step. And here I am... Moving forward. It's the only way to go. :)

Thank you for 2009 my dearest friends.
Thank you 09A12.
Thank you TSD buggers.
Thank you my seniors, teachers & mentors.
Thank you Gabriel Wong.
Thank you Exco.
Thank you.

I could not have done it without you.
If I could thank each and everyone of you personally tonight, I would.
You have made my life.
And because of you,
I can remain on my feet with my head held high.

I'm here, always.
19 mins folks.

xx kim