I apologise in advance.
It's a rant.
I'll post about happier things when i get my mojo back, I promise.
I don't know what else to do, I know you ultimately feel that I'm not good enough for him. That I'm actually bad from him. I'm different, you dislike it. I can feel it... it hurts. It sucks. Cause no matter how I try, it's just never the right thing. I'm sorry you've had to put up with me. I promise to leave you guys alone, minimal contact. I'm sorry for all the problems and quarrels that spouted because of me. I'm just sorry.
I just can't take it anymore.
I don't know what I'm doing wrong.
Why?
Am I really that horrible?