Oh. my. word.

It really has been awhile since I've blogged. And I simply have too much to say...

Basically, if i could type it all out,
it'd be at least 10 pages long and seriously, who would ever read that?

As you guys know, I disappeared off for a while about a week ago... and it was an experience that worked me dry, messed me up and yet, it was one of the most fulfilling times which I learnt so much, and just grew up. I really can't describe how much the week meant to me and what a difference it made to me. Indescribable.The amount of talent, was absolutely mind-blowing and I met the most amazing people. It was through all the mistakes and bad choices that I've learnt the most valuable of lessons. Tonight, a fellow camp-mate called. And it was refreshing to hear him speak and I was allowed to be emo for a while. It really has been a tough 2 weeks for me... I just wish the fats I gained could have gone somewhere less obvious. haha. Time to lose some weight!

That was my magical week away from reality but sadly, I'm back. And, it's been nothing less than a harsh wake up call. Like someone just doused me with a bucket of icy-cold water. But even though I'm shivering in my little corner, I'm not giving up to staying up and alive. I'm trying to get back on top of my to-do list (which doesn't seem to stop expanding), but it is proving harder than usual. I really need to pioritise but what's a girl to do when everything is to be of great importance? Oh bummer isn't it? I'm just glad I have tomorrow off to settle whatever animosties I may be experiencing, iron them out, and get head stuck into all of this, lose a few pounds along the way and emerge even stronger... well, easier said than done of course. But nonetheless, I'm glad I have such supportive friends and family who are willing to put up with my insanity, stresses and breakdowns. :)

Thank you to you all in advance by the way.

My biggest wake up calls was relationships, rejection and results. Those three words pretty much summarise the three key reasons to my woes of the week but it's starting to become better. Then again, who am I to complain? I really do need a kick in the bum and a slap in the face to wake up and face reality.. And I got it. I should be thankful really. And to be honest, I actually really am.

Yesterday night was... fucking. ass. cool.
Victorians of all ages, shapes and sizes are hip, cool and retarded, no matter what. It's amazing. OH! and I MOSHED IN SCHOOL. Can you BELIEVE IT? It was well wicked. Plus, it was so funny to see EVERYONE go wild IN school. Really, REALLY refreshing. :) I was really impressed by the student servers and the non-stop stealing of macaroons and jolly-shandys. My darling IP dancers were beautiful. I was really one proud mama last night... What a night aye guys? What a night.

I'm going to scoot off to bed now, so I can have an early-ish start tomorrow.
I'm completely and utterly thankful to those who made my life so colourful and vibrant..
To all those who put up with my whining, my emo-ing, my tears, my anger, my flaws,

I thank you.

You guys who keep me going...
You are the true stars in my eyes.

I love you guys.

xxxx kimmy

P.S: Here's the naming.. brace yourself:
MJTheodoreLouiseBenShawnrickTim^2MarcusJannahMaressa
NatashaMaeFrancisRyanFaizalMizzieNurulGabrielAdeebTimo
ShannaVanKValChooVicChanVinoDeannieMellyNicRayShanLen
LenartDomNatSophieCharThomasAshesSiYunZhenMingJodiCaleb
KundanJeremyCaitlinEddieEduardoIanJustinSalimahSandra
JonSarahMervinRavishingDianAndreaJyustinJassie...

TO ANYONE I MISSED OUT. Sorry. Love you all the same.
Thank you. <3