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Kimberly Chan. 18.
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Insane. Short. Asian.
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Thursday, May 14, 2009 23:06:00
Hello,

Here I am once again, blogging at hours in which I should be catching up with my work. I have to say, I've packed myself once again with activities unknowingly.. it's going to be a tough rest of year for me.

I feel like I've been entirely irresponsible towards my behaviour and duties and a rational human being as well as a student, SO, essentially, this is me apologising to all the people I might have hurt, yell, and blasted off at this past few months of being in VJC. I really have met the most caring, sharing and selfless people and I'm sure I've taken some friendships for granted. For that I'm extremely sorry and I hope I will be able to make it up to you guys.

Sometimes, I don't think I deserve such a blessed life. To be so supported by my boyfriend, my friends, my family and even the teachers... it is insane how much trust and faith you seem to have in me. I really could not possibly ask for anyone as supportive as you guys.

Really, in the same way VJC has made me recognise qualities of myself as well as the people around me and really given me the opportunities to expand my experiences and knowledge, I find it draining my spirit. From harsh words to criticism and even mini-personal attacks on my behaviour.... I don't know how to deal with it all. My grandmother thinks I'm going to collapse in exhaustion and get tuberculosis... that was an interesting debate i must say.

I know the amount of people who have told me to take it in my stride, to take it one step at a time but I guess, I'm starting to wonder how I'm going to do this all. I know this might create God knows what other talk and gossip about me but Gabriel Wong, thank you so much.

Honestly, i have no idea how you put up with my crazy mood swings from all the stress and I just want to thank you for sticking it out with me no matter what. You truly are amazing and I'm so thankful for you. I love you for you, please don't ever change.

I think I really should head of to get some sort of work done,
though knowing me,

I'll probably end up falling asleep.

Oh stuff and Bother!

Loves always,
xxxx

kim

P.S: I reckon everyone is entitled to a small amount of relatively, emotional posts right?